Life, Woman Power

OF WINGS AND BROOMSTICKS


She had that chuckle, such a beautiful smile.

She had walked in those shoes, long mile.

She had an affinity for pink that soon changed to black.

The world kept reminding her constantly of her lack.

She had hips that would sway and pronounce her gait.

The chauvinistic whistles announcing her fate.

She would bury her head low.

Walk steadily but still too slow.

Her brothers had better clothes and more time to read.

Her work at home would give her no time to lead.

Her back would arch from the weight.

But somewhere at the back of her mind she knew it was never too late.

And this all happened when she received the missive.

That she no longer had to be eternally submissive.

She learnt that she could transform and change her records.

Go from a lady to ghetto in a matter of seconds.

They had missed the fight in her eyes.

They did not see the truth as they made a bed of their lies.

They had missed the arched back that could easily carry future burdens.

They had missed her upturned face to the heavens.

She knew where to get her strength.

She could see how narrow the road was but not its length.

They had broken off her wings at an early age.

Forever an angel, she had just changed her means of flying to a broomstick.

She had grown into a beautiful woman. Oh such a sage.

She had learnt there was power to be found even among the meek.

And so once again she swayed her hips.

Up the ladder of success she went.

She had the voice of the people on her lips.

She was a mother, a sister, a daughter and now a prophet sent.

Alone, she had self-actualized.

She had seen who she could be beyond the smoke screen.

She had not only hoped but also realized

She had stayed awake instead of dreaming of being part of the scene.

This woman had grown to know her worth.

She had not the let the past be part of who she was.

This woman had chosen to venture forth.

She was no longer a servant to men but now a boss.

This angel had refused to become a woman who needs a man.

But had become a woman who all men would need.

Deep and overstood, Kenya, Life, Love, Politricks

I AM BECOME TRUTH


I have watched and waited.

For the truth to come out.
Why they killed our best leaders.
Why there is no one else to teach us.
I have watched and waited.
For one who would see through the system.
Confront it unbiased and come out victorious.
For one who would tread the floors of Nyayo house again.
Walking barefoot for there are no shoes to fill.
I have watched and waited.
For one to confront BIG TOBACCO.
Take away the smoke screen.
Stagger to the drunken table of BIG ALCOHOL.
Get rid of that hangover once and for all.
I have watched and waited.
For that girl who tells on the philandering husband to the wife.
For the STD prone one who carries his own condoms.
For that HR who tells an employee he is being underpaid.
For that boss who admits his mistakes and lays himself down for the bus.
I have watched and waited.
For that best friend who tells you to respect women.
For those girl cliques that admit their new style is shady.
For that preacher who has more fingers on the Bible than a bosom.
For that street urchin with more of a clue than glue.
I have watched and waited.
No one was forthcoming.
Just a 3rd world and soon fourth coming.
My empathetic heart has seen no sympathy.
Calls rejected, call it SIM apathy.
But now I am become that person.

In the battle with chance.
And being bludgeoned by circumstance.
In the fight to be the captain of my soul.
And sticking to forever solo.
I will tell the stories.
Of liars and cheaters.
Lion carcasses and cheetahs.
Of haram MPigs.
And sausage fests full of wigs.
I will declare my undying love for the Lord.
Yet question interpretations of His Word.
I will admit that my liver has seen better days.
And my lungs have breathed in better ways.
I will speak of my divinity.
While showcasing my banditry.
I will flow in rhyme.
I will grow and prime.
I will love and lose.
I will have and muse.
I will speak my flaws.
And stick to my goals.
I will be active not an activist.
I will choose colours but not be racist.
I will speak my thoughts.
I will display my faults.
I may not be the punishment of God.
But I am become truth.

Love, Sanaa

UNREQUITED LOVE


Here goes my hundred.
As this closed door I dread.
On this ashen earth I tread.
Y’all know she refused to bend.
Lean on the corner post of my bed.
I’m no longer the winner of the bread.
She saw IT and she fled.
I fell down and I bled.
Didn’t know what went through her head.
Yes, she was against head.
Pardon me for all I have said.
It’s just that I’m seeing red.
Our hearts were never wed.
Our souls were never fed.
Our vows were never made.
And now we lie here hash tag DEAD.

Deep and overstood, Life, Love

Lost…….for words


She said I’m afraid that you are not.
Afraid of the pain this life brings.
I told her I was too, just in a manly way.
And the smile on my face didn’t tell it all.
I told her of all the battles I have fought.
The pain I got from all detached strings.
Told her things I thought I’d never say.
While brushing dirt off my knees, because I did fall.
I told her I liked her a lot.
Evading the words that gave my heart wings.
Held her hand, kissed her eyebrow, a single step everyday.
Pressing the receive button to her heart’s call

She says what we’ve got is magical.
I say what we have is heavenly.
Her smile always leaves laughter lines on my face.
And she gently kisses each one of them.
Could this be eternal?
She gives the answer, “definitely.”
Is that what I heard? Because I was in a daze.
My eyes never left hers since the time she came.
I take my shoes off so our lips are on the same level.
Her eyes closed, lips pouting, her heart beating, peacefully.
Holding her face I emerge from the haze.
Our lives entwined, our breath becomes the same.

I say what we will share will be unique.
Free and devoid of any simpleness.
Each step of our lives marking a love promise.
Each kiss marking a new step in our life.
We will be two of one in our love clique.
Enjoy the bond defining our singleness.
Truthfully march through each compromise.
Spread this feeling like butter with a knife.
Raise each other when we feel weak.
Hold each other in loving kindness.
Spend time together like we are Siamese.
Finally prove my love, make you my wife.